November 21, 2020

Dance Tonight - Only / Quiet Dance

      Scream unto our hearts the hatred for the world you harbor in your essence 

let it burn our flesh 

      clear of our muscles and bones and nerves and veins until you have no more.

let us drown 

      revive and drown in the underwater currents of your eyes nose and mouth 

when you exorcise yourself 

      of the curses ailing you that you cannot whimper out.

stand inside our rib cage 

      and stomp our lungs to a pulp while you dance to rhythms without purpose 

and say things no human cares about.

      do all of these things to our body and our mind as we are nothing but 

we can be so much 

      more if you let us be we can be everything and anyone

melt unto the sheets 

      and drool onto a peach pillow  - we will pour you 

into our empty skull and carry you 

      around until you solidify into everything again.

 Nothing to do/no one to know/nowhere to go/nothing to be

      the law is clear concrete direct unequivocal 

eternal unsurmountable implicit we will/can/could/might/attempt to break it

      for you.

whatever you want/need/feel/hate/love/despair/fear for

      you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you

heavenly being hands full of light only proof that the demiurges 

      have not completely failed

October 18, 2020

Less\?natural

D
evastating being that accumulates felony after 
F
elony because of the rage that is instilled when it 
N
otices that insects and protozoa obtain almost 
E
ffortlessly what he could not even come close after all the 
C
hallenges; weak and tarnished, it has lost the secret to 
L
ife and went back too far to retrieve it and learn it 
A
gain; pushes away from its ancient innocence and on the 
D
aily bleeds out eternity from its pores and 
F
ollicles, a pathetic article of meaningless rites and 
O
bsessive endeavors, patched through a meadow of grime and dust.


September 16, 2020

Fiberglass Monument

Whirling wheezing while we willingly wither

The walls empty, the ceiling cracked

A night light shorts out in a whimper
Stability? That can mean a lot of things
Meaning can have meanings on the meaning of meaning
Anything

Water - boards - water birds water runs but not cleanses
Scatters the ilk but doesn't wash it away

And it anchors and sits and befalls us and it says things and talks all day and night and morning from the light outside the doors
But it says nothing

Blabbers and stutters

But no words
Not that we can hear

Still now eyes red head exploded blossoms

But we can hear

August 11, 2020

SeepFleshMortalStoning

   Gargle incesantly odious form of matter human useless contraption of thoughts ideas delusions goals impossible derange association with psychomantic ingrained restraints to your feces fester hole damned angle disruptive tendency machination of a tangent dispel the wrath of the sentiment of affliction to trascend the veil imposed by mortality but see you soak see you dive see you dilude into the eternal spiral muscle tower explodes in vain moaning defeated you stand before yourself before after one another forever the humanistic ailment of your existing condition can only be cured by that which you abhorr by that which cannot be relived and it is one and one only but has many forms but not many so it becomes a maze of similar feedback in the back of a tired beast who is ready to drop exhausted to drop defeated to drop dead 


and you still think and you still feel and you still are because you know nothing else because you could never know anything even if you could


and then you drown 

July 29, 2020

Cult Grails of Ein

What
Strikes in the face,
or the groin,
or the heart,
chars it - ground.

Casual luck.
Entropy,
Symmetry
Puppetry -  Uprising.

Such lies that we see,
ideas, welcomed,
rejected,
same.

Plowing steps,
The last laughs cold.
Again fortunate sense.

Concept, easy, rhetoric.
Special seat, empty.
Consumed light.
Grails rise.
Stopped.

July 27, 2020

G|R|T|M|S|H|T

Compelled still write words something ending none qualified ample useless defeat priest ghost anchor seventeen electron alpha omega twenty life reflect cold vent tub eleven senior cross federal director cold immune fish mirror bed one cross alpha jazmine lavander moon twenty one member tea party nineteen sound gross rumble echo earth blind cold bed ninteen cross yes richard echo tired brain run feel see think two ramble run car couch twelve thirteen prose verse book nine nine nine one 5 yes fish cow lamb echo cross sword none disk empty trash leave fourteen echo six nine nine nine nine number nine one zero echo romeo tango alpha nice bad nice bad nice bad nice bad no yes two one ground father mother echo null seventy girl boy romance allow death cat sister eleven water cause feel none null cross blue card mask mask mask mask mask m a s k m a s m a m m m m m m m m m m m m m m m 

Ground
Rape
Torn
Menace
Scrape
Hole
Taken


April 07, 2020

One member's Tea Party

Hello,

How are you?
I don't want to hear your answer
Is the world everything you thought it was?
Or were you wrong about it?

Has the worse of these mistakes of flesh crumbled you?
Or did you leave them behind?
What have you become?
I wonder
Do you shine brighter than light?
Are you deeper than the emptiness you harbored?

I am trapped here, wherever it is
And possibly I will be again, once I'm gone
Right back in the same rhythm, just millions of different melodies
All the same nothing

I know
You wanted this
You wished for it
It happened
What an accurate curse
You won
I will make sure to come back and entertain you forever





Just know that when I get tired of letting you win
Your smile will disappear

January 02, 2020

HHaarrmmffuull bbyy IInnggeessttiioonn

Rarest moment
The bad comedian
Ra in a Coma

Octinomos drawing near
Adagios fading
Celestial music box

Ghosted angst
Thank you
Transcience of earthly flame


Wells of the land, filled with stars
Nihil aeons, fabricated
In
Hiding

Yad fo emit a sa em rebmemer

October 27, 2019

In ether the dark

No one
Dark
Nothing
Dark
Reach out
Darker
Talk without words
Darker
Silent beyond silence
Darker
Bonds dissolve, will of the waters
Dark?
Gone
Darkest
...

May 08, 2019

Caves of Entropy 《Bliss of the Word》

Follow your way, revel on it and, like an skeptic sun, illuminate it with the rays of your thinking anger, pragmatic dismay of your spirit.
There is some subtle rottenness in your flesh, and the flesh of your flesh. 
A rattling passing, accessible to the touch. Absolute moribund revealed to the sensations, the feelings, the pain of remembering how much alive you really are.
Pleasure in crying and crying in pleasure, that is the secret and all its substance, instance and stance. 
Acknowledge it here, so close, so not eternal, in the grasp of the caprices and can see her lying on the subterranean cot, bruised, green, broken dream, varnish of ancient existence, laughing mockingly at the rebelliousness of old, dead shelter where my love ferments.
Feminine inferno packaged for the end of Gods, beautiful profanity, great dissolution made of the remnants of the perfect nothing.