One member's Tea Party

Hello,

How are you?
I don't want to hear your answer

Is the world everything you thought it was?

Or were you wrong about it?

Has the worse of these mistakes of flesh crumbled you?

Or did you leave them behind?

What have you become?
I wonder

Do you shine brighter than light?

Are you deeper than the emptiness you harbored?

I am trapped here, wherever it is

And possibly I will be again, once I'm gone

Right back in the same rhythm, just millions of different melodies

All the same nothing

I know
You wanted this

You wished for it
It happened

What an accurate curse
You won

I will make sure to come back and entertain you forever

Just know that when I get tired of letting you win
Your smile will disappear