[اللحظة التي يقتل اليوم] Came Upon Me....

And after it, then nothing came.
And I sought it wouldn't occur.
And I hoped it wouldn't happen.


But it did came.
And my swearing was in vain.
And it happened and took everything away.

The day when I became dust,
where my hopes became ashes and
the dreams I kept became silent.

It all ended then.
No more, no more, never again.

And now, its only me in here.
With no kingdom and no fucking nothing.
Just this space. No light, and no darkness.
Its all grey. Its all eternally grey.

Nobody will ever find me here.
Or remember me there.
Or forgive what I did.
Or forget who I was.

I have became as nothing to everyone because everyone became as nothing to me.
And in there, I have found what I never thought I was searching for.

...I found peace in the eternal silence of nowhere, nothing and nobody.